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TheCOWintheFIeLD
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Name: u dont
Gender: Male
Interests: playin guitar(as often as i can), BEATING THE LIVIN CRAP OUTA MYSELF POLE VAULTING, running track, workin out(not just wieghts), wakeboarding/wakesurfing, surfing, skiing, findin new friends & stayin n touch w/ my old ones (tryin 2 the best i can---- sry if i havent talked 2 ya n a wile!), worshiping God & tryin 2 become a better person cuz i have alot of problems that need to be fixed........ and, in truth, who doesnt? but God can help. driving is a big hit too. listening to GOOD music, sumtimes while driving! yee haw! and if yer a girl just lookin at my xanga cuz yer "INTERESTED" in me, word of warning: IM PICKY. but ya, thats about it. well......... i dont know about that...........this could be a load of crap. shall i say more? no. ill spare you. how do u know this isnt just 1 big lie anyway? huh? exactly. u dont!
Expertise: u probly can already tell im hardcore about my vaulting, and guitar playing,but im also good at doing and saying random crap that confuses, scares or confuses people, playing with peoples minds on occasion,TELLIN IT LIKE IT IS, and being me. no one else, but me. not an imitation of sum famous person er my dad er sum crap like alot of people these days, im a genuine person. i am me, i am no one else, and never will be. and u cant stop me. and if u wanna try, take it up with my fists! BOY! (not a good idea.....)
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Member Since:
10/16/2004
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| Hooray! for god loves us all and always gives us a second chance.................
I was reminded of that again.............
God help me to forgive and understand these people...... and to help them.....
recently (actually this morning) had a resurgence and i started thinkin of one of my songs again after a recent happening of me not being faithful ( you kno, typicall me, always fallin off the wagon w/ sum stupid stuff........ not doin my homework er sumthin...... ooops...... good thing these dern tings multi-taskk), and i was singin it this morning. quite good. I wrote my second/third chorus for it (just two different lines really). and i also woke up singing Chevelle's the clincher [very good song, mite i add] and it was somehow kinda inspiring my song, even tho they are almost total opposites. so that was cool.
I havent driven the BAV for the past 2 days cuz the Bikini Top gave me a run for my money ( I havent lost all patience like that in a long time...... twas quite bad) and i still havent gotten round to trying one mor time to see if that dern window will zip up, so ive been driving the Rubie for the time being. Quite fun. the things hilarious. not nearly the same as the BAV tho. Its so soft'n'cushy, and forgiving, and quiet, and comfy, and sits kinda more like a sports car than a ruff-tuff ready to climb a mountain 4x4 from the driver's perspective on the inside. and the clutch is kinda wierd too. i almost couldn't double clutch for like a day or so, it took some getting used to.
... and i re-discovered how great of a musician Zakk Wylde really is. i was listening to his latest cd Mafia most of today. If only the Guy was christian....... he'd be even better. my Word. you should at least check out that cd and his others. its sooooooooooo good musically. and not all of it is heavy. LIke Hangover Music, the whole album is like softer ballad-type stuff. its really cool, despite the name. And his LYRICS HAVE MEANING MOST OF THE TIME!!!! YIPPEEEE!!!! THERE'S A FEW OF US LEFT!!!! (and rising.... kinda....)
oh i can't WAIT!!!!
I havent been this anxious and hyper over something that may never happen ( cuz every next 5 mins aint guaranteed) in a long time.
getting my car out to the desert, get it running (again..... : }) slap them monster 275 60s on the back w/ the new wheels, rip that dern radio out, mabee get started on the electronics/battery drain thing, and drive it around some.
HOORAY! IT'LL BE FUN!!!
SMOKIN' RETARDS IN THEIR OH-SO COOL MUSTANGS, SPINNIN' THE TIRES, ALL THE USUAL YOU DO IN SUMTHIN LIKE IT................. NOT ABUSING IT, OF COURCE. THATS RETARDED.
OH SO MUCH FUN! i can't wait............
until then.............
I'll say away..............
God bless everyone under thu sun!
seeya
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| ok........... screw it............. ya wanna know what in the holy heck ive been doin up here and why, just call me. i dont think this xanga entry ive kept speeking and thinkin of is gonna materialize...... no time. and its almost the most hated thing for me next to the devil. so.................
OH, if you do call me, allow me to explain myself FULLY! NO Budding in and saying "i dont think yer right" or "you've been brainwashed" {no i havent!} "yes you have" bla bla bla...
I
HAVE
NOT
BEEN
BRAINWASHED!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!
WILL U EVER GET OFF YER SISSY SELF-ABSORBED, DUMB, IGNORANT,
I-KNOW-EVERYTHING-AND-WHATS-BEST-FOR-YOU REAR-ENDS AND LISTEN TO ME!!!
FOR ONCE!!!
PLEEEAAAASSSEE!!!
IM SICK OF BEING TREATED LIKE I KNOW NOTHING!!!
( For those of you who this applies to, you KNOWWHO YOU ARE AND WHOSE TALKIN TO YOU)
i've seriously been very happy lately. everything is going good. I'm following God with every ouce of strength i can muster, and im sure there is a few of you who doubt that and think im full of crap there also and that i need to be taut a lesson
LET ME TEACH YOU A LESSON.... OH WAIT..... YOU DONT LISTEN!!! AAAAH!!
OH....... AND MY MEMORY MALFUNCTIONS WHEN I NEED IT MOST....
NO BRAINWASH....... ITS ALL ME.....
its all ME!
THE ME YALL NEVER SEE AND REFUSE TO SEE........
ILL PRAY FOR YOU........ MAY GOD give you guidance, and understanding, and forgiveness, and all the fruits of the spirit.
John 12:22-24 (NASB)
"Truly, Truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it bears much fruit.
He who loves his life loses it, and he who hates his life will keep it to life eternal.
if anyone serves Me, he must follow Me; and where I am, there My servant will be also, if anyone serves Me, the Father will honor him."
This has been on my heart since i left the Austin Stone.....
a whole sermon based on these verses, particularly 24. but what stuck w/ me was all of it. cuz God proved to me through this lesson and these verses that what i was doing was right. The move i was making was for Him. I was not enticed, i was not brainwashed, it was(and is) simply another assignment.
I moved to (my favorite town in the U.S.A.!!) with much outrage and bitterness from everyone, and that turned out awesome. all acept my educational transcripts.
which is why im here. trust me, If i didnt trust God, I wouldn't be typing where i am. i'd still be in my favorite town at Butthole high. suffering and dying. drowning. no one truly helping. not many truly caring.
oh, why did i even bother? its not what yall think, its what I know. and what I know God knows, cuz he knows all. including MY thoughts.
this entry will probably dissappear......
seeya later
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a quick thought:
Could somebody tell me:
what exactly is a peeve?
how do you make one a pet?
how do you get them?
and why do people have so many of them if they talk about them as if they hate them?
...cuz people always talk about thier pet peeves and i'm just like "WHAT THA HECK IS A PEEVE!!!!"
God Bless!
seeya
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| ive succeeded in staying away from this thing, and life is better, but, striking news, i must report:
... one of my favorite guitar companies is about to die.
Reverend guitars of detroit, michigan.
i havent purchased anything from them yet, but, i wish i did. i wholeheartedly supported them because they had the same attitude as i did. and now, due to overly huge labor costs and the way our economy drives people into the ground if they make stuff here at home, they hav no choice but to discontinue all u.s. made guitars AND amps.
enuff to make me speak vulgarly.
... i could almost turn this site into a shrine.
one of the last small american companies who actually gave a darn, and they now hav no choice but to give in to the dark side.
wich leads me to encourage all of you who may come by this,
please, before you by something, FOR YOUR COUNTRY'S SAKE!!!, check the label on the back. if it says " made in china" or "made in korea" or the like, put it back. supporting outsourcing is only driving us into the ground, soon to make this nation fall (its coming sooner than u think, and u can call me what u will for saying that, its sad but true. we are in a race to the bottom. u all say united we stand, we aint ever gonna fall, and all that hype, but IF U KEEP TAKIN OUT SUM1 AT THE KNEES THIER BOUND TO FALL!!! THINK A LITTLE!!! we dont manufacture hardly anything over here anymore. we cant make anyting ourselves. all the factories are locked up and rusting away, and all our sesoned and faithful workers who wer so politely[sarcasm] laid off hav all found new jobs and there hasnt been anyone else to teach anyone else how to do this stuff, its a dying trade. everyting. not just the guitar related industries, but steel, cars, engineering in generall, pringing, textiles, paper manufacture, electronics/hi-tech things such as the computer screen yer staring at, none of it is made over here. and what most people know but dont realize is china is a comunist state. and we are supporting them more than we support ourselves. they are just suckin' us dry. they are gonna ride this wave until it hits the shore. one day, my friends, one fine day, when all darkness falls upon us, china is gonna cut off all its exports to us, ................. i will finish later
seeya
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| no time................
only changing music yi'see...............
enjoy Johnny Cash!!
God bless
God help us all (i know i need it......... i can only imagine everyone else)
intriguing question: if u wer to die and jesus come tomorrow, would you be ready?
seeya
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